I can't bear these emotions right now. I'm with a new partner been with him 18 months, in those 18 months my ex (the father of my two boys) keeps texting me and whenever I see him tells me how much he wants me back, we were together 7 years and whilst my feelings for him are still there, I do love my partner. He's just making me second guess everything, I know for a fact I don't want him back, in those 7 years we only had a handful of happy times. Nothing like with my OH who can't do enough for me. I guess I just feel so guilty with all these emotions Sorry had to get it off my chest as all I seem to be doing this lately is crying, and I'm fed up of crying. I just want to enjoy my pregnancy with no added stress!!