Hi Ladies, Just want some re-assurance that I'm not going completely crazy! Am new on here so please bear with me. In short I had a MMC at 12 weeks in Nov 09 then a MMC at 11 weeks in Nov 10. I am still trying for a successful pregnancy for my first and very much wanted child. I have had day 3 and 21 blood tests and was told all was normal. My partner has a 5 year old child already. Thing is I have become totally obsessed with TTC and each month I set myself up for a fall during the 2WW. All my friends have kids and everyone around me seems to be pregnant. My partners best friend announced the arrival of their baby on Saturday and I cried for a solid hour. I am 35 and feel like I'm running out of time, my doctor just keeps saying go away and keep trying......aaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrgggggggghhhhhhhhh!! Please help I need to know there is hope for me as I can't imagine life without my own family!