~S.T.L<3~*Lots of babies, Adoption and Waiting for Beth's BFP! <3

[armymama2012]

Insurance says they cover $30 perday or up to $900 total for a rental vehicle but not sure if I want to use it right now. Might wait a week and then if there is no news I might get a rantal but I'd still have to replace her car seat and buy another diaper bag.

 

[AndreaFlorida]

That totally sucks so bad...I'm so sorry.

My AF was brownish last night an all day today....I get a headache like AF is coming so I run to the bathroom an I'm gushing bright red again WTF is wrong with my body

 

[armymama2012]

I think (my opinion) you need to hand the issue over to the LORD. Tell him how you feel and let Him take charge. Then find something else to focus on for 3-4 months (perhaps that new job or saving for IVF?). Thats what I did. I was reding about faith in James so in JUne I gave it up to the LORD and focused on losing the last 5 lbs I wanted to lose in 2012. The Lord blessed us with a BFP at the end of September.

 

[AndreaFlorida]

I've already done that.....and I'm okay with no baby its all in God's timing and hands....I've given up to be honest....just letting things ride...not even on any medication other than my antibiotic now. I told DH I gave up and if God wants us to have another child then it shall be...but with DH's spermy issues and my body issues...I just don't really believe it'll ever happen. Just waiting on IVF money

 

[armymama2012]

For those interested here is my 21 week bump pic:

 

[waiting2012]

2013 is going to be a good year. 2013 is going to be a good year. 2013 is going to be a good year. Do you think if I say it enough, it'll be true?
Where to begin...LOL... Andi and Nicole know about my flu bug that I came down with tuesday night--missed 3 days of work, fever for 4 days and FINALLY, the day before I'm due to go back to work, I'm feeling a wee bit better.. BUT... There is always a BUT right.. Remember the girl I was so excited about? Yeah, the one who was going to make my son happy for the rest of his life, and seemed to be sooooo honest? SHE LIED! She F'ING LIED! She was lying about being pregnant, she was lying about being with just my son--she had 2 other boyfriends! I'm so glad I don't feel well enough to travel to her house--or I'd beat her f'ing ass! So no, not going to be a Mimi yet... Probably for the best... But man it hurts that she hurt my son like that especially what he went through just a couple of months ago..

ON a positive note--I had decided to give it one more WTF try since this was the month Gail said we'd conceive.. We've dtd 1/10, 1/12, 1/14, 1/16, 1/19 (twice) & had a + OPK, 1/20 (today). Plan on dtd tomorrow and hopefully tuesday too.. My latest OPK isn't positive as yesterday's so today should the big O' day and with the feelings I've had for the last 2 days down yonder--I'm guessing the tests were right..I was worried about being sick being a problem right now--but seems just the opposite--some people mention that they had better chances because they were sick for some reason..Either way tomorrow is my 1 DPO and looking forward to counting down the days..On Feb.8th my friend is coming to pick me up and we are going to Shrevesport to stay at a casino/hotel for the weekend--so either I'll be drinking that weekend or I won't!

Hope everyone is doing ok... Nicole--I hope they find out stole your car hun! That is AWEFUL! Andi--I hope you got the good news you were hoping for!
Beth--hope all is going good with you hun! I love your pic sweetie!

 

[armymama2012]

Ack, I hate liars! That is just plain aweful for your son! I will pray that God leads into His life a mature girl who will be 100% honest about her past (even the bad things).

I"m glad you are giving it another month of trying though1 Praying hard!

AFM-Baby kicking a lot today and I love watching my daughter chase the cat (who doesnt mind much) throughout the living room. Appointment in 4 days!

 

[AndreaFlorida]

Wow...thats crazy Steph so sorry....I'm going to call my doctor soon I'm having sleep issues.....and we didn't know why til last night DH thinks I have sleep apnea....I was totally snoring so loud I'd kinda choke myself then wake up an turn over...of course I didn't notice but apparently I'm not getting ANY REM sleep what so ever.....

The news was good news today I find out in about 2 weeks approx if we are getting those precious little girls I'm really fooking nervous...but I think we will get the news we've waited 8 almost 9 months to get now! (the same amt. of time I'd be pregnant LOL)

Anyways....another thing weird is I'm still spotting orangey tinged blood who knows why...but I really don't think I'm going to ovulate this month ...something isn't right with me...I feel it in my bones...so totally gonna go get checked out at the doc to at least find out why I'm sleeping 16 hours or so a day and being so tired all the time with no energy what so ever.....

But I'll update when I know something on the girls just a waiting game.

As most of you know the "aunt" who raised them for 2 years...well I found out why she deleted me off fb and tried to ruin our lives with lies to my caseworker....

SHE GOT DIVORCED bahahahahaha KARMA IS A B!!!!!!!!! LMAO!!! O well...she got what she deserved and I find it absolutely amuzing b/c now she definitely cannot even in any way visit or see the girls EVER again! BAHAHAHA....anyways before karma bites me for typing this...it is what it is!!

Nicole your bump is ADORABLE!!!!!!!! I can't wait to find out what your having!!

Goodnight ladies gonna try to get to sleep soI can sleep all day and night!! LOL...talk to u all later

 

[waiting2012]

Thank you ladies

Well, as far as the apnea goes Andi--that's an easy fix--its just a matter of getting a sleep study done.. Wes had one done--and he has sleep apnea--he has the funny looking mask to wear although he won't wear it now.. If you are sleeping that much--that's the apnea--you aren't getting enough rest.. I hope you can get things sorted out with that--it's not good on your body and the spotting--ugh..I hope that straightens out too! Keeping the prayers coming about the girls! I so hope you get them!!!

Nicole--enjoy all those kicks hun! Won't be long and you'll be holding him or her!

I have to retrieve it but man, I've got a doozie for ya'll to see... With my being sick, I guess I didn't O as I thought--but man...Oh, you'll see...LOL....

 

[waiting2012]

Jan. 23 Am OPK

Last nights was the same-so I guess the big O' is either today or possibly tomorrow--NOT even in the 2 ww yet...

Oh, well..We are going to keep bd'ing--like I said--this our last WTF' LAST TRY...

 

[armymama2012]

Nice OPK Steph!

Baby had a lazy day yesterday and I felt nothing all day. Today the pelvic pressure along with peeing every 10 minutes is back. I'm just glad I got to feel kicks again today.

Appointment at 2:30 p.m. tomorrow! Hoping to get an ultrasound but who knows if they will work it in. I'm nervous/excited after not seeing an OB for 9 weeks.

 

[AndreaFlorida]

Very positive OPK.....I had a positive and we only BD'd day of the positive and last night 2 days after it LOL....so who knows if we even have a chance this month....I am not buying pee sticks...so if AF never shows THEN I shall test no more stressing over this bull crap LOL....

Yes I've been sleeping so much its causing issues lately. It just recently happened and I just RECENTLY started snoring.....DH says I've never done it to his knowledge before. Its awful he even recorded it LOL!!! Anyways I'm on a new diet and not sure if I'm also not getting enough calories as I'm only on 1800 a day that might also be why I'm so tired going to try starting my vitamins back up again and my Vitamin D since I haven't been taking it. Another problem was my acid reflux but I think its under control as of today thank God.

I might ask to get a test done just to make sure I'm okay though as yesterday I slept 15 hours the night before....then I came home from my moms and slept 3 hours...then went to sleep last night at around 11pm til 7:40am this morning...(mind you I slept from 4:45 to 7:45 last night....) Soooo avg sleep time yesterday since naptime was over the needed amounts by PLENTY lol...and as you guessed I'm still sleepy today. I think it might also be my iron levels since AF went so long and hard....maybe its just me needed extra rest to get blood levels back to norm. I duno...but anyways I'm off to finish getting dinner done hoping its finished by the time DH comes home....

Nicole I sure hope you feel better!

 

[armymama2012]

woohoo! Appointment went good. Heartrate was 154 bpm. Still hoping for a boy. No ultrasound but I get one next week sometime! Blood pressure on the lower side of normal but still okay. My fundal height is behind but I expected that. Also I've only gained 8 lbs!

 

[waiting2012]

That's great news Nicole! Can't wait to see the new u/s pics!

Andi--Lordy--when do you eat hun? Seems you are sleeping enough for the two of us... Hopefully, we both see those s! I'm not sure what to make of the opks--it is the first time to see one that dark, but now I'm waiting for them to be negative gosh darn it! LOL... Speaking of which--it is time to go and do this evenings..I've got a couple of more for tomorrow--but when they are gone, they are gone--then it's wait until AF is a no show..

 

[AndreaFlorida]

Me too no more testing no more buying them DH is HAPPY!

 

[waiting2012]

Just checking in...According to CNTDWN2PG--today is 2 DPO... Tonites test wasn't as dark as they've been so that's a good thing... We didn't bd as planned yesterday and not sure we will today--Yesterday I yawned all the way home and today I have a huge lump under my chin (swelled up lymphnode)--so not sure I'm going to be up for it tonite either..SO if my tests have been off and I'm just now O'ing--Oh well... Although, cervix wise--there's no way...It was quite high tuesday/wednesday and yesterday and today it's been about medium/low... Second day of aweful heartburn and tiredness...But I doubt we did it this month..between the flu and now this aweful lymphnode--who knows...
Talk to everyone later--have a good night.

 

[AndreaFlorida]

Hope the lymph node goes down OUCH those hurt I'd definitely get it checked out dno't want it to be infected...

Eh I've had too much drama for the day me an DH are off to bed ourselves!

 

[armymama2012]

I have a sneaking suspicion that that rash I had in December is coming back my thighs are itching like crazy and lotion barely does anything. Also think I may have a bug bite on my thigh. Doesnt look like a pimple and it seems to be swelling and its red and tender.

 

[AndreaFlorida]

Could be a boil coming up sucky things! I would get it seen about just in case....I just had like 3 of them in the matter of a month time frame irritating buggers. It hurt so bad and never looked like a pimple like the docs all thought it would....I'm probably wrong but keep an eye on it an if redness spreads I'd surely call b/c it'll need antibiotics...Just draw little bits of lines around it to know if it spreads

Emmm....well I'm utterly exhausted an I just woke up from 12 hours of sleep grrrr....I hate my body LOL...I'm gonna try an get up an do some cleaning maybe it'll wake me on up an I gottacook of course something for lunch....but I might hop on later

I miss you ladies like crazy we aren't near on here as much as we used to be! As you can see my chart looks really good

 

[armymama2012]

I'll find a pen and draw a circle around it. If it keeps spreading I'll go to convenient care on Wednesday or thursday. Just hoping its something simple but I've read that a lot of skin infections have proved positive for MRSA lately.