Lauraaraa
Love My Baby Girl
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i am sat on my own as always, crying, sick of being on my own all th damn time.
no i know it isnt my bfs fault he is having to do training for marines but i never see him and it is making me question whether i should be with him, i am practically on my own now as he doesnt help me one bit. so i am left broke every month.
was ment to move back north to bbe near family and to have baby up there but not now, i am staying here, been looking at places to rent and i cant afford to move again just cant.
sent mam a text earlier telling her this and she hasnt even mentioned it so that confirms to me that i am staying here.
i cant afford to pay my bills, nothing, just fed up.
cant believe my life has turned out this way
only good thing right now is baby, but cant even feel happy coz i have so much worry going on around me in my life.
i am with a guy who is selfish and doesnt see that i am struggling, well he does know i am but tells me to get on with it, my mam just says sort what ever it is thats wrong - sort it, am sorryy mam but if i couldnt i bloody would doesnt she think that?!
feel so ill, tired, and just like crap.
got stupid chesty cough, so now got a sore throat from all th coughing.
at my wits end. feel like running away when i have been paid. just cancelling all direct debits and going. not sure where i would go but just going.
just cant cope no more - tried to get help regarding money probs but no one seems to want to help!
i cant pull money out of my ass, if i could i defo would.
just feel like a major failure.
just waiting for the next obstacle life throws at me,
no i know it isnt my bfs fault he is having to do training for marines but i never see him and it is making me question whether i should be with him, i am practically on my own now as he doesnt help me one bit. so i am left broke every month.
was ment to move back north to bbe near family and to have baby up there but not now, i am staying here, been looking at places to rent and i cant afford to move again just cant.
sent mam a text earlier telling her this and she hasnt even mentioned it so that confirms to me that i am staying here.
i cant afford to pay my bills, nothing, just fed up.
cant believe my life has turned out this way
only good thing right now is baby, but cant even feel happy coz i have so much worry going on around me in my life.
i am with a guy who is selfish and doesnt see that i am struggling, well he does know i am but tells me to get on with it, my mam just says sort what ever it is thats wrong - sort it, am sorryy mam but if i couldnt i bloody would doesnt she think that?!
feel so ill, tired, and just like crap.
got stupid chesty cough, so now got a sore throat from all th coughing.
at my wits end. feel like running away when i have been paid. just cancelling all direct debits and going. not sure where i would go but just going.
just cant cope no more - tried to get help regarding money probs but no one seems to want to help!
i cant pull money out of my ass, if i could i defo would.
just feel like a major failure.
just waiting for the next obstacle life throws at me,