I reluctantly set out for work this past week, and left my lo in the hands of her Godfather's mother who's now her sitter. this was very idea as my lo took to his mother almost instantly, they stay minutes away from me and his mother isn't caring for any other child but mine. i dropped my lo off monday and cried the entire day in my office. i rushed to the sitter's home and found my lo there cooing and playing. i discovered she took four five oz bottles and as the sitter said she was a complete dream! tuesday she only took a bottle and a half and screamed the entire nite. wed and thursday she took three bottles and that nite she screamed the entire time. when i get to the sitter she's awesome and i get her she'sa mess. Idk why she screams so much but it.'s bothering! we now struggle at Bfing because she get's angry that it.'s taking so long for my let down and when she does latch it.'s perfect. she feeds for a little while and cries for hours. she had started only waking for Bf and nite but since i've gone back to work she now wakes screaming and won't latch for a feed. i'm using slow flow nipple's and i don't know what else to try. i really feel like my lo doesn't like going to me as she constantly cries and when we have to feed i get scared that i won't have enough and that i won't be able to satisfy her. i use to really enjoy Bfing but now i cringe when it.'s time. i don't want to ff and i Can.t confide in my mom as she's been pushing for ff. i express three to four times a day at work and i miss my lo so much. i'm just nervous to be around her now. especially since i feel like she doesn't want anything to do with me what's wrong with me guy's?