September Sweet Peas (Our 2015 Rainbows)

Hi Bug22-congrats sweetie!!! I'm so sorry for your losses. I got a super faint BFP at 9 dpo 2 days ago then more positive yesterday and today!! I too had 2 losses this year. I had a MMC at almost 11 weeks (baby stopped growing at 9 weeks) in April, then a natural miscarriage at 7 weeks in June.

I'm super nervous which sucks because I feel that I can't be excited. I'm really hoping this is our rainbow baby. I already have a 2 yr old son that I'm blessed with but would love to give him a sibling.

 

Bug22-when will you make an appointment to see your doctor?

 

I don't know yet. I'm kind of scared of having my hcg levels checked because I remembered it stressed me out the last 2 times not having great doubling times.

 

I agree. I've learned you can't do much about it all. Just going to try my best to stay positive.

 

Hi there.....cautiously optimistic. Due (hopefully) September 5th. Had a MMC in October at 11 weeks..... So I'm pretty scared to be excited.

 

Thank you! Glad to be here with you

 

Congrats Mrsgoldhart!! Wishing you a sticky bean.

 

Hello bug and babyfeva , I know both of you hehe. Hi mrsgoodhart .

So it seems I'm due September 8th. Truth be told I'm struggling to find positivity. But I don't want to keep on complaining about it on my journal and around the TTC and TTCAL ladies so think it'll be nice to talk to you ladies for a little while even if this doesn't work out.

My history is in my siggy but I'll type it anyway. 4 MC, 3 of them missed (one possible molar), and 1 early loss. So this is lucky pregnancy #5?

Will hopefully get some betas next week.

 

Hi Confuzion!! I'm so glad you're here. Congratulations! How far along are you? I'm so truly sorry for your losses. I've had 2 miscarriages this year (1 MMC, 1 natural) I'm really hoping this is going to be our rainbow baby!! I have a good feeling for us.

 

3+3 by LMP and 3+6 by conception. So still very early days. Got my BFP at 9 DPO so I've known for about 4 days. I remember you from the february rainbows group. Nice that we're in a rainbow group together again. Hopefully this time we actually get our rainbows!

 

Is it weird that I don't feel super excited? I feel really nervous. I just want to feel happy.

 

I agree. And definitely not weird. Feeling the same way. Wish I could feel as happy and naive as I did in my first pregnancy .

 

Agreed. I've actually been telling myself all day long,"It'll just die, it'll just die. you won't get a baby".....mostly so that if that turns out to be true, I can just say that I told myself so and pretend it's less devastating. I am having a very hard time being excited about this pregnancy because I'm constantly terrified it will end. My OB promised me last time that I could have all the betas and whatever other labs I want, and early (and plentiful) ultrasounds, so I'll call tomorrow and get started on that but quite honestly I'm not sure it will help me relax. I wish I could just be carefree about this pregnancy.

 

mrsgoodheart - Yeah don't think there's anything on this earth that will help me relax at this point (nothing safe in pregnancy anyway ). Did you call your OB today?

Bug - I agree, so glad this part of the forum exists. Hopefully 2015 is kind to all of us.

Called my doctor's office today and I am set up for an appointment on Monday 2:30 (eastern time). Nervous! Tested again this morning and the lines are still reassuring so far! 13 DPO today. Time is moving so slooowww.