Right where to begin. Ive been with my OH for almost 4 years, we got together when I was 15. We met on holiday when we were like 13 though so Ive known him longer than 4 years. We met on a haven caravan site where we both went on holiday every summer, and i know what him and his brother were like, they basically had a different girl every week back then. Anyway when we got together i really trusted him untill on his bebo i saw a comment from another girl saying stuff like hes a prick for messing her around when hes got a gf (me) and stuff like that. He denied it and said he didnt even know the girl, only i found out weeks later he did know her and it was all true. However, i forgave him. Throughout our whole relationship (apart from these last 9 months) his ex gf has constantly been trying to split us up, saying he still loves her etc. So we agreed to not bother ever to speak to her again, but he secretly still did behind my back. Then one day (we'd been together about 2 years at this point) i find out hes cheated on me with her (just kissed a few times). So we broke up for a couple of months. When we got back everythng was great at first, but i didnt really trust him so id hack his facebook and find emails to other girls who then told me he'd been asking to "shag" them and stuff. He denied all this. Then i saw comments to this girl saying how fit she is, and we broke up again. This was last year in feb and we got bk again in july. Since we've been back, ive found emails to other girls saying he wants to have sex with them etc, and to come and meet him, these emails were sent last july just as we got back together. Since ive been pregnant i havent found anything else, except once he was looking at pictures of other girls on the internet. I know throughout our relationship he has lied to me alot, sayin stuff like he doesnt use facebook anymre cus he's forgotten his passwords etc when i no full well he hasnt. Recently ive been worryin, like if he texts me when hes at work 2 see how i am il think it was meant for another girl and he just accidently sent it to me and stuff like that. I also dont feel good enough for him, just really ugly. And ive got into my head hes seein another girl when i no hes prob not as hes changed alot since ive been pregnant. He is a good bf, he always does stuff for me. I forgot to mention that we were long distance so would only see him every other weekend, now we live together. I dont no why ive suddenly become so suspicious of him. Sorry its so long just needed to vent!