I had to laugh at myself a little today. I sat down and thought about how much I spend each month in tests, how often I test, and some funny things I will do because I'm so desperate to see a BFP. I wanted to start a thread for ladies who need a laugh about the insanity so feel free to post your confessions here too! This month I've spent $64 on pregnancy tests. I've POAS 7 times over 5 days. I've taken apart 2 tests to look harder for a line that isn't there. I've photographed one test with a high resolution lens so I could put it on photoshop and tweak it. I've pulled 4 tests out the trash hoping I missed a line. I even carried an FRER in my purse one month so I could test if I felt any different and wasn't at home (WOW) AND used it. The list goes on for me! Its amazing what you find yourself doing when you want something SO bad. If you would have asked me when I started TTC almost a year and half ago if I thought I would become this crazy POASaholic, I would have laughed at you, but here I am - a crazy POASaholic If you can't beat them... join them!