Hi everyone, I'm very nervous and excited to be here... but I still can't quite believe it! We've had 3 losses, I spent most of 2010 off my face on anti depressants and ended up in hospital after overdosing. The day I actually found out I was pregnant was the same day my abuser was found not guilty in court - talk about mixed emotions First trimester had gone quite smoothly for me, I had spotting for 2 days at 8 weeks but that was because OH I decided to dtd I had the usual nausea which kicked up a gear at 11 weeks but started waning at 12 weeks. I almost got to second tri without major problems, then I was prescribed an anti depressant which I had a reaction to - dizziness, shaking, vomiting blood etc. I ended up in A&E on a drip to rehydrate me and a b vitamin drip to help with the sickness. I was also given zofran and something beginning with r. I was then transferred to another hospital where I had the most horrendous experience. I was not given the doppler I was promised to check on the baby, my cannula clotted with blood so my drip could not get through and it wasn't changed though I did ask about it. They almost gave me an endoscopy without telling me the risk of miscarriage In the end I discharged myself as it was just ridiculous. I was feeling a lot better but was not happy with the care I received. https://sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc6/hs047.snc6/167712_1851417090347_1388356992_2088962_6466549_n.jpg Tomorrow I have to see my doctor to talk about where we go from here anti depressant wise but I hope this is it and the rest of my pregnancy goes smoothly!! Did I mention how excited I am to be here?