They say things are for a reason - Although don't really believe that myself with fate being against me but you have so much time hun! x
I'm sorry to hear that Mindie, but try to enjoy the next few years whilst you can. Maybe get a job and save up to go travelling or something. You have plenty of time to start a family. Take Care of yourself Charm X
have to say mindie, charm is right. get out there and see what the world has to offer before you settle down with kids. you seem like a tough cookie(i read your long "explaination " about your life so far "elsewhere" and totally understand) wishing you all the luck in the world for the futurexx