My partner and i have been ttc for 8/12 and been told due to OH 0% and 3% morphology and 17% A+B Motility ICSI is our only option and cuz i have a son from a pervious abusive relationship we are not entitled to funding so will need to save over the next few years!! My best friend has just had a baby boy, My childminder has just had a baby girl another close friend is 4 months pregnant plus my 3 sisters and my brothers GF are pregnant....worst off one of my sisters is concidering a termination cuz she already has 4 and cant look after those as it is!!!! really makes me angry I despreately POAS every day as my cycles are so long 60+ so never know if iv ovulated till AF arrives! iv tried OPKs but always seem + so gave up! iv tried Soy.....NEVER AGAIN!! made me bleed mid cycle! so now im waiting for my AMH blood test to come back to see if i have pcos..... my OH is awaiting his chromosone bloods to come back as his hormone levels where fine! which is good news but still doesnt tell us why his SA's are so poor!! why can it not be simple ANyone else feel like totally giving up ??