I didn't know where else to express my feelings.None of my friends understand and i'm not sure my fiance' completely understands.Well I was a few days late for my period and decided if I didn't get it by friday I was gonna test.I was nervous and very excited.Even though it's not the best time for us to have a baby I was so excited and kinda hoping I was pregnant.But then today I got my period and i'm so bummed.I keep feeling like crying.