So confused :(

[ProudMummyy]

Hello everyone, I was hoping I would never have to post in this section of the forum... this morning at 5:20am I awoke in bed with a warm sensation down my leg, I removed the covers and horror met my eyes, my sheet was sodden with blood, i awoke my OH crying and he called the Ambulance. I was rushed into hospital and was seen immediately where a doppler was place on my stomach... nothing. It wasn't until 12:15pm I was taken to have an emergency scan to see if anything was there. I was holding out for the worst. At first all there was, was an empty sac, my heart broke but then I saw a flicker on the screen, miraculously I still had a baby inside of me, I had only lost 1 twin which I had no idea about.

I'm all over the place now, I have no idea how I should be feeling, this is my 2nd miscarriage this year but my 3rd in total. I know I should be happy because Baby Spud is still surviving but I feel guilty about the other baby, who we named Bailey Sage. Before I was rushed to hospital i picked up my little baby which had passed through me and put them in a ceramic pot on my bed side table, now i have no idea what to do with Bailey What do I do?

 

[SabrinaKat]

I am very sorry for this loss; another lady has asked the same (look at 'what to do with miscarriage tissue'), which might help. perhaps you could put the baby in the garden and plant a tree or flowers so you could visit or something else to commerate your baby? I'm sorry, but perhaps looking at the threat might help.

best wishes

 

[ProudMummyy]

First of thank you for being the only one to reply to me! Thank you I will have a look, we have a memorial nursery for the angels we don't have tissue for but we want to do something special with Bailey x

 

[Andypanda6570]

I am so so deeply sorry I can't even imagine having 3 losses, that is devastating I had my Ava at 18 an half weeks, I gave birth to her and we buried her on 3/11/2011
I like the idea of a memory garden that is so special, have you decided on anything? If you ever need a friend i am always around.
XOXOXOOXOX