My mum actually begged me to look after LO at home tonight, i've been feeling really lonely recently and went out with my friends. Everyone i talked to asked me what i did, i told them i'm on maternity leave and i'm not kidding no-one would even talk to me. Anyone i told that to would seriously make an excuse and leave! my friends are all single and buggered off and i was just there.............. I feel like I've had a baby and no-one even wants a conversation........ so i'm becoming a hermit..