Its all over! I went into labour yesterday morning at 2.30am and gave birth at 1.30pm. The baby was 18 weeks. I had to give birth, it was so horrid i was all on my own with my OH in a hospital birth and it came out in my pants, the nurse came in straight after and told me it was the baby. I didnt see it, i couldn't have coped with that. I was sent home last night which was good. Its funny because i dont feel as upset as i thought i would, i think i knew from when i started bleeding that this would be how it ended. The pregnancy never felt right from the start, i never really felt pregnant. So this is my goodbye, for now anyway!