Its our Angel Bodhis EDD on monday.Im dreading what im going to be like. These last few days have been alot harder for me,not sure why. Maybe shock wearing off. I dont know. I was supose to go into labour on the 6th and should have come home with a lovely little boy. Instead i had to say goodbye. Im just so angry at the moment.Have had horrid mood swings. And have had period pains to go with this all....I just feel so frustrated and not sure how to deal with all these emotions.