SO upset right now

[Braven05]

I'm not in the TWW but I enjoy lurking over here, lol, since I was here not too long ago. I started spotting last Sunday, got hopeful that it was IB but it wasn't and on Tuesday AF arrived. Its been full force since then, HORRIBLE cramping and all. Usually (before I started taking BC), AF would come for three days, disappear for a day, come back for half a day and be gone. I don't know why, but it always did. This month its gone two or three times on me and come back with horrible cramping. Last night it was gone and I thought that was it and I got excited because I've felt crappy for like two weeks so we haven't DTD in awhile. I thought, tonight its finally time, I've been "in the mood" and waiting for OH to get off work...just went to the bathroom and its back! WTF...I don't get it. My last AF was 4 days, no issues. I'm so scared that I'm not going to stop bleeding and we won't get to try this cycle and its my last try until January.

 

[China girl]

I'm sorry hun,
Have you been to the Dr to see what's going on?

 

[AndreaFlorida]

Sweetheart I'm so sorry I would ask the doctors to do blood work for progestrone levels or something....my goodness If you need me I am here God bless you!!!

 

[Braven05]

I'm sorry hun,
Have you been to the Dr to see what's going on?

Yes, I saw the doctor on Tuesday before AF showed up because I had had so many cycles and I was concerned about the spotting for two days and he took blood. He did a beta, a normal blood chem panel, and checked my hormones and everything came out fine. Its so upsetting, I just want her gone so we can get back to trying.

 

[China girl]

Yes, I saw the doctor on Tuesday before AF showed up because I had had so many cycles and I was concerned about the spotting for two days and he took blood. He did a beta, a normal blood chem panel, and checked my hormones and everything came out fine. Its so upsetting, I just want her gone so we can get back to trying.

I know this is easier said than done, but try not to stress about it. Your putting too much pressure on your self....RELAX & have FAITH

 

[Braven05]

I know you're right, I have become quite stressed over this. Its only our third cycle trying, too early to be worried at all. Just want it so BAD. I'm ready to be a mommy and before I came to this site I was naive enough to think that it would happen the second I stopped using constraceptives, lol. Now I'm more annoyed by my crazy AF than anything else.

 

[China girl]

I know you're right, I have become quite stressed over this. Its only our third cycle trying, too early to be worried at all. Just want it so BAD. I'm ready to be a mommy and before I came to this site I was naive enough to think that it would happen the second I stopped using constraceptives, lol. Now I'm more annoyed by my crazy AF than anything else.

I totally understand. I have two boys already 12 & 9 and they were both accidents. I too thought it would be easy. But since coming to this site I have learned about chemical pregnancies, ovulation, fertile days and ect. So, I am not so sure this will be easy and I have come to the realization that I wont get my BFP on the 1st cycle but I can dream can't I
The more you stress the more crazy your AF will be. Once your body calms down it will fix it self. Just be patient And remember what said...RELAX & have FAITH

 

[Regalpeas]

Hang in there! I know the feeling. I am in TWW for second cycle. It's so early but I am frustrated. Hubby and I only got to BD one time this cycle. I was so disappointed I wanted to cry. But then I remembered everything in it's due time. Today something got me thinking about several accomplishments in my life. (Maybe it was the intro thread). Anyhow I realized how I stressed so much in each trial phase that I did not get to enjoy the actual process (not saying this is you.) But what I am saying for all of us TTC that each month we have a BFN we can try to prepare for the moment we get the And that day will surely come! Until then be encouraged. I am right here with you.

 

[AndreaFlorida]

Thats funny that you mention your two boys....mine were easy to conceive as well....first one was with my first ex hub. and after a miscarriage we just got "lucky" no trying really to that one....then my 2nd son totally didn't want anymore kids and ALONG he came! I was sooooo shocked because I was pretty far at 8 weeks! I should have known! I had absolutely no symptoms though with either one! Just keep that pretty head up of yours Braven Your so sweet it'll happen soon I bet your still getting your cycles adjusted it can take up to 6 months after the pill to get them normal again! I am still here and FX that things sort out soooooon! Hes made me realize how the 2nd son as to have great children can be as my oldest has lots of issues so we want 2 more soooo we are soooo trying again!