Our TTC date just seems to be getting further and further away, it was supposed to be October this year after we had moved house, and now it doesnt look like we are going to be able to afford to move till later on in the year which means we might not be in a new house by October. Thursday I had one of my best friends over with her little girl, she is also 8 weeks pregnant with no.2, I love my friend to bits and her little girl is my OH's goddaughter, so I treat her as if she was mine too. But I got so worked up on thursday evening, I got so upset that I didnt have a little girl to be a Mummy to, or even a baby on the way, I cried myself to sleep. Woke up on Friday still a wreck and Hubby decided i needed some lol ...He didnt use any protection, and he did it on purpose and I let him. I came off the pill a month and a half ago, so that I could start getting my body back to normal, cycles and so on. After we had done "it" I started crying again, realising that as much as I wanted to have a baby right now that it wouldnt be fair as we live in an upstairs flat with very steep stairs and just enough room for us and our junk never mind a baby and all that goes with it! So Friday morning after 2 hours of deciding yay or nay, wether to just leave it and see if anything happens or to go buy the Morning after pill, we went and bought one. I got back home to take it, physically heaving because I SO DIDNT want to swallow that thing!! So yesterday and today ive been a bit of a wreck, I have a feeling that I would have got preggers if I hadnt of taken it, due to my days working out and other things. Im gutted, I shouldnt have taken it!! I wanted to stick my fingers down my throat and spew it back up again. Just needed to rant and let everyone know, coz if i post weird comments its coz im on a downer lol.