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Hi lovely ladies,
I am officially in complete limbo land! I don't know if this is a chemical pregnancy or not! I feel so wretched not knowing what's going to happen. If this is going to end badly I'd rather it was sooner rather than later as my heart and hopes feel like they're being squeezed through a vice!
So I got my first BFP on what I think was 10dpo. I had lines on a clearblue plus, an FRER and super faint lines (barely there faint) on an IC and superdrug tests. I tested again in the afternoon with FRER and clearblue and the lines were darker. Yesterday, to my dismay, the lines I got on clearblue and FRER weren't darker than my afternoon ones of 10dpo, but darker than those initial ones. The superdrug I took yesterday was darker as was a cheapie I took in the afternoon. Then this morning, bad news again, the clearblue was still the same, very faint. Annoyingly though, the superdrug test was noticeably darker as was the IC I took. They have faded a bit now when dry, but there was no denying they were darker when I first looked at them in the 5 minute time.
What is going on?? I mean this isn't good news. The good brand tests like FRER and Clearblue should clearly be getting darker if this were a viable pregnancy, but then why are my cheaper tests showing progression??!
I hate this limbo. I just want to know this is a chemical so I can move on. I feel so despondent and hopeless about all this.
I am officially in complete limbo land! I don't know if this is a chemical pregnancy or not! I feel so wretched not knowing what's going to happen. If this is going to end badly I'd rather it was sooner rather than later as my heart and hopes feel like they're being squeezed through a vice!
So I got my first BFP on what I think was 10dpo. I had lines on a clearblue plus, an FRER and super faint lines (barely there faint) on an IC and superdrug tests. I tested again in the afternoon with FRER and clearblue and the lines were darker. Yesterday, to my dismay, the lines I got on clearblue and FRER weren't darker than my afternoon ones of 10dpo, but darker than those initial ones. The superdrug I took yesterday was darker as was a cheapie I took in the afternoon. Then this morning, bad news again, the clearblue was still the same, very faint. Annoyingly though, the superdrug test was noticeably darker as was the IC I took. They have faded a bit now when dry, but there was no denying they were darker when I first looked at them in the 5 minute time.
What is going on?? I mean this isn't good news. The good brand tests like FRER and Clearblue should clearly be getting darker if this were a viable pregnancy, but then why are my cheaper tests showing progression??!
I hate this limbo. I just want to know this is a chemical so I can move on. I feel so despondent and hopeless about all this.