Someone give me hope?!

[MissRamejkis]

Hi Ladies, I haven't used BnB properly for ages; however I am having a really rough time. I have a 2 year old who is going through an awful tantrum phase (He is my angel usually so it's pretty stressful) as well as my loss over Xmas. My due date is coming up for that baby (20th June) and I am thinking and crying about it a lot more these last few weeks/days. On top of that my grandad who is like a father to me has been very ill (Possibly cancer that is spreading to his liver) and has fallen a few times and been taken into hospital - he has lost a lot of weight, is in pain and is very confused, he thinks he is being attacked by the nurses who need to give him injections/take blood and was violent with them He also escaped in the night in his PJ's and was found a good few roads away from the hospital 2 nights ago. I am in bits about it.

THEN to make things better, AF comes. We have been trying for 3 months now and each time we've failed. I feel sick when I think about facing fathers day and our due date with no baby and now possibly no grandad.

I know there's not much you can say, just knowing I'm not by myself with these "I want to give up" feelings would be comforting.

Thanks,

Hannah X

 

[c.m.c]

Awe it's so understandable to be like that. Due dates are hard. Your grandad has a good grandchild in you and I hope he is ok.

3 months isn't that long ( even though. Know hen you're trying its a lifetime) but try not to stress too much. Sometimes I believe if we are stressed our bodies won't do what we need them to.



Hope your BFP is here soon

 

[mannymoo]

Four months is the magic number. Last year I had two losses and finally got my rainbow bfp 4 months after my second mc and just days after my first due date. I hope you have the same luck. And fingers crossed your grandad is ok too. X