Im sorry girls, complaining. But ive not been right since January and tbh i think everyones sick of hearing it. So im just going to write it all down and get it out of my system, Cos today i have offically had enough Im tired Im huge ive got a kidney infection and feel like my badder/kidney is about to fall out i have a whole in my tooth thats killing im anemic my pelivs has seperated, and its agony the 3 missing discs in the top of my spine are under more pressure than they can take my spina biffida hurts like a @[email protected]?>@"£!"$ im swollen from the waist down and cant move without taking 8 paratetamols and 60mg of codine a day, and that only takes the edge off the pain. So i can go to the toilet and eat im on anitbiotics that are making me feel sick Lo is barely moving cos of the codiene and ive been adviced she will be born addicted Im wearing a huge back brace and my tens machine 12 hours a day and sleeping in a huge tubie grip, WEll i say sleeping the 4 hours i get cos ive already take all the pain meds i can before i go to bed. This kidney infection really has 'finished me off' really is the straw thats broken the camels back I havent been able to pretty much get outta bed for 3 days, and am so desperate for it to be all over. Being pregnant isnt doing me or LO any good at all anymore. And i feel SO guilty for all the stuff im taking!!!! I know im making her ill too and its horrible! Ive got a consultants appointment tomorrow, and im hoping theyll agree to put us both out of our missery Sorry for complaining girls, just totally upset about it all today.