MrsLemon
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So I found out my first baby is going to be a boy 2 weeks ago, and I still cant get too excited about it.. I am pretending to family and friends I cant wait ..
But I feel so detached from my pregnancy.. I longed to get pregnant and we tried for 18 months for this baby and I know i should be happy with a boy.
I work in a nursery and today a group of boys were being challenging and hurting others.. I looked at a colleague (who has 3 boys) and said why would i want one of those.. :s and then felt terrible as she laughed (thinking i was joking)
Will I always feel like this?? or when baby is placed in my arms will i forget i ever felt like this??
But I feel so detached from my pregnancy.. I longed to get pregnant and we tried for 18 months for this baby and I know i should be happy with a boy.
I work in a nursery and today a group of boys were being challenging and hurting others.. I looked at a colleague (who has 3 boys) and said why would i want one of those.. :s and then felt terrible as she laughed (thinking i was joking)
Will I always feel like this?? or when baby is placed in my arms will i forget i ever felt like this??