struggling to stay positive

[kaye]

Hi

I'm. 4dp2dt today and feel like I'm already out. Had period pain backache since Thursday. Been crying today. Just feel like I thought this is all we need, ivf and we will be pregnant. It's not the case at all.
Wish we had a camera on the uterus so could keep any eye on the embryo.

Doesn't help we had really rubbish fertilisation report. Out of 8 eggs 7 were mature. 2 died when trying to inject. Then out of the 5 only 2 fertilised normal and then on the morning of day 2 only 1 had 4 cells so only had 1 to put back. I just can't help but think it wasn't a strong enough embryo based on what happened to the rest.

I feel so sad and crying again writing this. Just wish I knew the answer and was able to stay positive.

Please stick little embryo xx


Baby dust to all xx

 

[beneathmywing]

So sorry you are feeling so rubbish, hun hang in there. All you can do is believe and take it one day at a time.

 

[tulip girl]

Oh Kaye, this whole thing is so hard. Really feel for you xxx I've only had one cycle, so have nothing to compare it to, but I did have period type pains and actually started spotting and thought it was all over. I have everything crossed that this is your time. Baby dust xxx

 

[kaye]

Thanks very much.
It is so hard. Cannot wait for this waiting to be over. Xx

 

[Mrs G]

Hi
I am so sorry you feel like this, I have had many days of these emotions and it is just the worst time. I've not always listened to my own advice but you must stay positive, I am a believer in a positive mind, but i do know how hard that is in reality. Have faith in your little embie and try to keep positive.
Lots of luck to you.
Xx