scrunchie
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I'm even more down 2day than I was yesterday.
It's so frustrating knowing that I'm not ovulating. We've been trying so hard to catch that egg every month since november . . . just in case.
And I've done loads of hpt, each time getting my hopes up, only for them to be dashed again.
I just don't know enough about pcos and of course I'm thinking the worst! Doctor did give me some info but I don't feel any the wiser!
Part of me is still hoping that it's just my body readjusting to coming off the pill. Either way, I'm fed up of waiting.
I'm also angry with myself for not ttc earlier. The doctor did say the other day - "don't worry, your still young. you've got loads of time!"
Easy for him to say! I always wanted to be a young mum (I'm 26 now - not exactly a spring chicken!!! ) and hoped to have all my brood before I'm thirty.
My hubby is in his thirties. I suppose I'm even more anxious for him. He really wants to have a family and he kinda feels like there's a huge ticking clock behind him.
I feel I'm letting him down. I know he doesn't see it that way, but it's hard for me not to.
It's so frustrating knowing that I'm not ovulating. We've been trying so hard to catch that egg every month since november . . . just in case.
And I've done loads of hpt, each time getting my hopes up, only for them to be dashed again.
I just don't know enough about pcos and of course I'm thinking the worst! Doctor did give me some info but I don't feel any the wiser!
Part of me is still hoping that it's just my body readjusting to coming off the pill. Either way, I'm fed up of waiting.
I'm also angry with myself for not ttc earlier. The doctor did say the other day - "don't worry, your still young. you've got loads of time!"
Easy for him to say! I always wanted to be a young mum (I'm 26 now - not exactly a spring chicken!!! ) and hoped to have all my brood before I'm thirty.
My hubby is in his thirties. I suppose I'm even more anxious for him. He really wants to have a family and he kinda feels like there's a huge ticking clock behind him.
I feel I'm letting him down. I know he doesn't see it that way, but it's hard for me not to.