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Well I think I have a mental problem....Im a negative person anyways and have had a he's time believing everything is going to be OK But so far it is...Well I have. A boy already and I know I really want a girl next....I'm not going to pretend... But I'll love boy or girl equally I know But I'll be disappointed for a day or two when I find out....anyways today one of my best friends found out she. Having a girl...and I got very upset in private. Feel like I have no chance now as theres no way we will both have girls ..odds are against it....all my other friends have a girl second too...so I'm just not gonna get her as all of us boy girl is impossible... I'm so fed up really feel like I hate life...I don't know Why....now I'm worried the negative thoughT's are going to cause the boy inside me to miscarry which of course i don't want that I want him....I think Maybe I need medical help or something
...I'm obviously completely mad...How can the fact that someone's having a girl ruin my pregnancy so much...I'm stupid...Sorry for ramble.. I can't express these ridiculous feelings to anyone else as they would think I'm an idiot... Oh Well.I should be grateful for my baby growing and I am.bad day is all
...I'm obviously completely mad...How can the fact that someone's having a girl ruin my pregnancy so much...I'm stupid...Sorry for ramble.. I can't express these ridiculous feelings to anyone else as they would think I'm an idiot... Oh Well.I should be grateful for my baby growing and I am.bad day is all