Sadly some familiar faces. I have not been on here for quite a few weeks and I am so sorry to come back and see others are having to share this pain. I was on here this time about a year ago, and hoped never to be again. I'm glad that of anything, there are some amazing people who understand all the emotions that are stuck inside.
Lou sweetie, i'm so sorry you have found yourself back here again. Its cruel and not fair. I have often thought about how you have been getting on. I am so sorry I haven't been able to support you like you did me. I found everything too hard. I would often type the website in and delete it again. I hope that your follow up gives you some kind of plan to help you look forward. I have also thought about tests, I will be interested to hear what they tell you, although right now the thought of any more poking and prodding feels me with dread. All my love to you at this horribly difficult time
Wallie, I am sorry to see that your embies were taken from you. Its awful to have the hope stolen away. I would wish it on no one. Thank you for sharing info with everyone, is it bad that I'm too scared to read it? Thinking of you lovely.
Labmommy, what a horrible time you have had, I am just so sorry for what you have been through. I don't understand why bad things happen to good people and I guess never will. I keep coming back to the fact that its not fair. Hope you have wonderful support around you.
Del, so sad to hear that you have had to feel the heartache 3 times. You have been through tough times with DP and don't deserve this. The only advice would be what has been mentioned, immune testing. I don't know much about it and have consciously chosen not to up until now. But the fact we seem to all be coming back here after a few attempts shows maybe it is something worth knowing about. All my love to you.
ACLIO, good luck for your second attempt. It takes a strong person to stand up and do it again, you go girl!!
Mrssunshine I hope that you are doing ok. The waiting is a killer, I keepclinging to good things come to those who wait...
Magicstorm, what a strong strong lady you are. Sorry doesn't seem enough to say, it won't come close to soothing the feelings you have experienced. You are in my prayers.
Well, from september I can ring to sort out next course of action. So that was today and I thought about it, and chickened out. I feel angry at the thought of speaking to them. Not that I am mad at them or in any way blame them. the clinic and all involved are lovely. i think I am just angry that I have to do this again. In one breath I don't want to, I want to run away and never have to this of it again. But then its all I do think of, having a baby. And I need to be a mummy. So guess I will ring in the morning xxxxx
Lovee to you all xxxxxxxxxx