I accidentally overheard a conversation a friend was having with another friend about throwing me a surprise baby shower. I think its January. I'm so nervous. This is not something I generally do, I hate being the centre of attention, I don't really have that many friends, who I don't keep in touch with nearly enough (although I have a select group of long term friends, but again don't keep in touch enough) and I'm just a worried kinda person! What will they do? What if they don't want to come? What if they don't invite the right people, I really wouldn't want everybody and anybody coming - as I said, I'm shy. Now, I'm thinking I need to stay spray tanned, get a new outfit and be prepared for it happening any time! What do I need to do? As you can tell probably, I'm up to high doe! I tend to keep a low profile. I keep telling myself, someone else clearly wants to deal with all this, so let her, its sweet and I don't need to worry myself. Why can't I just let it go and whenever it happens enjoy it and appreciate anyone who did want to come. Practising my "OMG, this is a total shock, I had no idea" face, as I type!