the longest wait in my life.

[veganmum2be]

*sigh*
today i am 8+1
i bled with this pregnancy twice, but my epu wouldn't scan until 8 weeks, and they next available appoitment is this thursday at 8+3

waiting for this scan to come has been a living nightmare, not knowing weather bubs is alive or not.
i've been gagging for thursday 18th to come sooner, but now its 2 days away, i wish i had just a little longer.

i'm already convinced that there is no way bubs is okay.
this is my last chance in a LONG time to have a baby, as FOB unnexpectedly left me with less than a month till our wedding, after a bleed.
but as much as i didn't want to be single etc, i am so ready to be a mum.

has anyone here, bled multiple times and is still pregnant?
i just need to go into that dreadded scan room with at least a little bit of hope.

as far as symptoms go, i have had constipation, and between 6+3 and 7+4 i had extreme nausia to the point of not being able to eat hardly at all.
but thats it as far a symptoms go.

 

[Mummy2Asher]

i have bled 3 times and baby is still here! im nearly 16 weeks too....
they cant even give me a reason for the bleeding.
good luck with the scan and im sorry to hear about FOB xxxx

 

[MissyMojo]

didnt want to read and run

 

[hb1]

Hi Veganmumtobe

I read your thread on the mc support thread and just wanted to wish you luck for your scan.

Me and my oh will have our fingers crossed for you and hoping it's all good news.

hx

 

[lauraperrysan]

i had 3 bleeds they were red and light but no clots
how heavy etc was ur bleed? sending lots of pma to u xxx

 

[Scotsgal24]

Hi

Just wanted to post to say good luck with your scan on thursday i will be thinking about you I have my scan 2moro and im so nervous too its come round so quick.

 

[analyticalema]

I'm almost ten weeks now and I have bled all the way through this pregnancy and still am I've had two scans and our little baby Tic Tac is fine. I know how difficult it is to stay positive but it is possible. I panicked before both and felt similar to you...but it was fantastic to have that reassurance and when we saw Tic Tac's heartbeat it was amazing and I think it will continue to be every other scan. Sending you big squidgy hugs, love and best wishes. Xx

 

[veganmum2be]

i had 3 bleeds they were red and light but no clots
how heavy etc was ur bleed? sending lots of pma to u xxx

both bleeds had completely finnished within an hour of starting, and there were no clots or cramping, but nothing had irritated the cervix, so not really sure what could of caused it.

xx

 

[Drazic<3]

Oh babes, I had no idea you had another bleed or that OH was gone. I am so sorry

I know how hard that wait is as I did EXACTLY the same after a bleed at 5+5, the wait was the longest of my life and the stress is incredible, BUT bubs is still holding on. Short bleeds are a better sign, as is no clots. All really good.

You have my mobby, please text me before, after, anytime. Do you have someone who can go with you? -x-

 

[veganmum2be]

Oh babes, I had no idea you had another bleed or that OH was gone. I am so sorry

I know how hard that wait is as I did EXACTLY the same after a bleed at 5+5, the wait was the longest of my life and the stress is incredible, BUT bubs is still holding on. Short bleeds are a better sign, as is no clots. All really good.

You have my mobby, please text me before, after, anytime. Do you have someone who can go with you? -x-

i think i'd rather go on my own now, mum offered to go, but she'll be crying before we even get in the room, which will just make me worse.
i dont really have any friends i'd be at ease going with either.

i will text you afterwards though, if it's bad news i doubt i'll be coming back on here, cos i cant face the wtt section now.

xxxxx

 

[Drazic<3]

Sending love darling and will be wishing for good news

 

[Jox]

im sorry about OH and bleeding. I remember us talking as both due the same day. I really pray everything is ok for you.

Thinking of you tomorrow

xxx

 

[veganmum2be]

https://i212.photobucket.com/albums/cc218/vegan_bexx/scan0001-1.jpg

 

[MissyMojo]

 

[debgreasby]

Yay!!!

 

[Drazic<3]

I am over the moon babes, thanks so much for texting. Let's hope naughty bubs gives you a quiet ride from here on in!! Did they find a cause for the bleeding?

 

[veganmum2be]

thanks girls for being so supportive

and there was no obvious cause for bleeding
xxxx

 

[Drazic<3]

Probably implantation hun, thats what they reckoned mine was

 

[analyticalema]

So Happy for you!

 

[millwallrose4]

Brilliant! And a wonderful picture too!