It is odd that I should come on here and find you have been talking about spirits. I would have said I was a non-believer, but I think events last night and today have changed my mind.
I woke up from a bad dream at 00.30am today, absolutely balling my eyes out. In the dream, my mum had passed away, and the pain when I woke myself up crying was so heartwrenching and intense, that I was sure it was real. In the dream, my Dad's mum had been comforting me. All day today, I couldn't shake that awful heavy, sad feeling. I even tried eating cake, to no avail!
When Dan arrived at the the station to pick me up this afternoon, he told me he had some bad news to tell me. Obviously, I was absolutely petrified, thinking something was wrong with mum. In fact, my nan had passed away in her sleep last night, sometime between 12 and 1am. I am so sure that she visited me last night before she left... sends shivers down my spine. And I feel awful as well, as I never really knew her

she was schizoprenic, and always on medcine for one, and as I didn't meet my Dad properly until I was 18, I didn't have her there all the time, and when I did know who she was, I feel like I didn't make enough effort with her... partly because her illness scared me.
Anyway, I
hope that her visit to me last night is a sign that she does not blame me for not knowing her. I just don't know what to say to dad... he was so matter-of-fact about it

x x x