This is torture

[Talia12]

Talia12 - I am sorry for your snow white, just keep testing, you never know what tomorrow brings. Yes 20miu, why?

Ahh thanks! Just noticed you'd written 20miu on the paper!! Mine are 10miu which I think is the same as frer?! Makes me think I'd have had a BFP today if I was preg... but I'm not out yet 💪
Major congrats to you already, can't wait to see a more definite +!!

 

[TTCfirstovr30]

Thank you Babydust and Talia, I am not getting my hopes up yet. But I will be taking a FRER tomorrow AM and cannot wait! Ill post results (even if they suck) tomorrow!

You are both still very much in this!!!

 

[meg_bellamy]

Well I wouldn't believe everything you read... if you have af that's a step in the right direction that your body is back in the loop of baby making so I'm keeping everything crossed for you.

Thank you for your high hopes, I really am so desperate and I know it's so wrong to be so desperate because it won't help... my specialise tells me all the times Infact it'll do the opposite.
How can I tell myself not to be desperate for something I so eagerly and 'desperately' want
Urghh how do those lucky people have it so easy... my best friend had her little girl the first cycle trying! How lucky. I am so jealous

Thanks I'm trying to tell myself not to panic if it takes some time, that the BF may be the reason, but yes I am hoping the fact I have AF means my fertility is back. Sometimes googling is a bad thing, information overload. You read everyone else's situation and convince yourself it applies to you haha. Omg of course you can't help feeling desperate! How are you meant to feel calm about it, if you are anything like me it's all you think about! The urge to be pregnant and to be a mum is so strong. I feel like you won't be waiting for much longer now that you are seeing a specialist and have your PCOS diagnosis

 

[meg_bellamy]

Babydust28 - any updates, symptoms, updated tests?

Talia12 - Send me pic of IC!! I am biting my nails over here!

Here is mine. I may have line eye, but think I see the faintest of faint lines. I have tested every day since 5dpo. The bottom one is this morning at 9dpo with FMU.. I am hopeful, my resting heart rate has been steadily increasing so I am hoping I am pumping more blood to a sticky bean!

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BFP! Congrats!

 

[Babydust28]

Thank you Babydust and Talia, I am not getting my hopes up yet. But I will be taking a FRER tomorrow AM and cannot wait! Ill post results (even if they suck) tomorrow!

You are both still very much in this!!!

I'm dying to see your results.

My temp has dropped below the crosshairs now so should be here anytime now. Then just I can get onto the next cycle.
I'm going to take clomid 3-7 this time.
Have ordered a new bbt thermometer so it's more accurate, 2 decimal to places.

Well I wouldn't believe everything you read... if you have af that's a step in the right direction that your body is back in the loop of baby making so I'm keeping everything crossed for you.

Thank you for your high hopes, I really am so desperate and I know it's so wrong to be so desperate because it won't help... my specialise tells me all the times Infact it'll do the opposite.
How can I tell myself not to be desperate for something I so eagerly and 'desperately' want
Urghh how do those lucky people have it so easy... my best friend had her little girl the first cycle trying! How lucky. I am so jealous

Thanks I'm trying to tell myself not to panic if it takes some time, that the BF may be the reason, but yes I am hoping the fact I have AF means my fertility is back. Sometimes googling is a bad thing, information overload. You read everyone else's situation and convince yourself it applies to you haha. Omg of course you can't help feeling desperate! How are you meant to feel calm about it, if you are anything like me it's all you think about! The urge to be pregnant and to be a mum is so strong. I feel like you won't be waiting for much longer now that you are seeing a specialist and have your PCOS diagnosis

Thank you. I keep telling myself to be positive now that I have answers and medication. It just a waiting game.

I get married in April so at least I'll be a month thinner if I do get pg before the wedding... I have to keep trying to find a positive however naff it sounds.

How old is you LO?

 

[meg_bellamy]

That's true, there's always a positive! We want to go on holiday early next yr so having morning sickness would be bad! So it wouldn't be such a bad thing if I'm not pregnant then.

DS turns one on the 21st Nov! I had wanted to be pregnant again by the time he was one but oh well. The longer it takes the better, I had a c section and I'll have more of a chance to have a normal birth the longer I let my body heal

 

[Babydust28]

That's true, there's always a positive! We want to go on holiday early next yr so having morning sickness would be bad! So it wouldn't be such a bad thing if I'm not pregnant then.

DS turns one on the 21st Nov! I had wanted to be pregnant again by the time he was one but oh well. The longer it takes the better, I had a c section and I'll have more of a chance to have a normal birth the longer I let my body heal

There you go, your body will do what it's got to do and then that little sticky bean will make way when the time is right.

I'm out got me urghh bitch haha
Never mind. I don't feel too negative and disheartened to be honest and I thought I would.
Onwards and upwards I can now get to the next cycle which is fab x

 

[Talia12]

TTcfirstovr30 how was it?? :O

 

[TTCfirstovr30]

Morning Ladies!

Babydust, well that explains a lot now that you have af. On to the next cycle and sending you babydust that this is the BFP one!!

Talia - I think I may have posted this in another tread.. But here are my HPTs with IC..

The second to last one is from last night and the bottom one is from this morning. No idea why the one from last night is darker..

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[Talia12]

I am stalking you across multiple threads haha! So excited to see your next test.

 

[TTCfirstovr30]

Talia - I know there are so many I can't keep up!

 

[Babydust28]

Morning Ladies!

Babydust, well that explains a lot now that you have af. On to the next cycle and sending you babydust that this is the BFP one!!

Talia - I think I may have posted this in another tread.. But here are my HPTs with IC..

The second to last one is from last night and the bottom one is from this morning. No idea why the one from last night is darker..

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Get a frer hun. I can't wait to see the line get darker for you

I'm so glad in a way that she has arrived now it stops the guesswork and waiting around x