I cried yesterday at the drs office. We were talking about whether my parents were close by (to help me with the baby) and I broke down and told him about my dad having died 4 years ago. I know that's something that's normal to get upset about but I literally never have trouble talking about him, let alone cry in front of people over it, that's completely not like me. The poor guy had me in there for over an hour and I could not stop crying! Then I got home and cried telling my husband about it. Then I cried last night just thinking about how embarrassing it was and how he probably thinks I need grief counseling or something now. Now today, im like what the hell.. Why was I so upset by that?! Ugh, the struggle is real..