Yep it's always something.. when pregnant with dd I kept telling myself "I'll feel better after I can hear heartbeat on doppler" "I'll feel better after I feel regular movements" I'll feel better after Viability day" "I'll feel better after 30 weeks" "I'll feel better when I am going into labor" and finally "I'll feel better once she's here"... but honestly with each of those there was an opposite "I couldn't find the heartbeat today", "I haven't felt many movements today","It's too early for her to be born yet", "30 weeks is still to early", "OMG My water broke, what if there's a problem, what if my chord is prolapsing and she suffocates, what if she won't come out, what if I end up with a c-section" and once born it's never ending "is she ok?" endless hours checking her to make sure she's still breathing, not wanting to share her, not wanting anyone to touch her with their yucky germs (grandparents putting their dirty hands in her mouth, seriously what's up with that?) anyway.. it's never ending lol... But I think it get's to be more of a "I'm doing the best I can and I can't control everything.. what's supposed to happen will happen"
