today I... add yours..

oooh :) post one of the videos! today i also put on a perfume i havent worn in a while. "flowerbomb." i smell delicious to myself lol.
 
whoohoo ladies, glad to see the thread is still going strong, I am still waiting for AF to come , some days are good, others are hard, I am trying to focus on being positive :)
:hugs: to you all
 
Cupcake I'm still waiting for AF I'm on CD41...

What day are you on?
 
today i ate a ginourmous salad and im wearing a dress to work again. i am going to do karaoke for the first time ever this evening when i get outta here. hi babee bugs <3
 
Today i actually put mascara on and did my hair. (been to work for a week now looking like a complete wreck)
 
Cupcake I'm still waiting for AF I'm on CD41...

What day are you on?

I don't know what cd but I bled for 6 days, and since then its been about 30 days, I recently had an ultrasound that said I had ovulated, so expecting it some time this week, I guess we are still in the 4 to 6 week range...
I have had feelings of it coming but nothing yet
 
today i ....
went on my treadmill and did stomach crunches.
2 weeks today since my d and c and was told no proper exercise till now, i wanna lose weight and get healthier in my 2 cycle wait before i can ttc
 
Today I weighed myself and I've lost 6lbs! I know that the mc will have had an effect on that, but I'm proud nonetheless because I've been watching what I eat really carefully the past week or so. Off on holiday in September so want to be down to a size 12 by then. I'm a 14/16 just now.

Happy day for me. :)
 
Well today I turn 26....


And I got a "pregnant 1-2" on a Clearblue digital test... My ic tests I did today showed progression sooooo fingers crossed x
 
awwww Babee Bugs! Happy Birthday! AND fingers crossed for that birthday gift :)
 
Today i woke up and didn't cry the minute i opened my eyes like i did the whole day yesterday :thumbup:
 
PinkCupcake, gigantic :hugs: :hugs:
I am so sorry :( I know it doesn't seem like it, but it gets a tad easier each day. I believe some women have even moved on to shaving their legs :D I wish I could reach through and give a much-needed hug, hun.
 
PinkCupcake, gigantic :hugs: :hugs:
I am so sorry :( I know it doesn't seem like it, but it gets a tad easier each day. I believe some women have even moved on to shaving their legs :D I wish I could reach through and give a much-needed hug, hun.
Thanks wamommy :hug:

I can still cry so easily obviously as it's still raw, somebodies only got to ask me if i'm okay and i'll be in floods. Everyone says it gets easier like everything does in time i guess, but i don't feel like that at the moment :cry: I will admit the support from the lovely ladies on this forum is what helped me through yesterday! some of the comments were so touching and made me realise that although I felt like I was the only one in the world going through it, so many are and it's heartbreaking but I love all of you to bits, no matter how soppy that sounds :)
 
morning folks, last night I went to a pub! well it was to meet the staff,
I am a paranormal investigator and a medium...and we are holding a ghost hunt at this pub.
was nice to get out and do something 'normal' haha well for me that is....
today I am off to do a bit of shopping and thats about it :)
 
Pink its horrible :( probs the worst thing a woman could go through...

It does get easier, but it will never ever go away... You aren't alone and everyone is here for support :)
 
Pink its horrible :( probs the worst thing a woman could go through...

It does get easier, but it will never ever go away... You aren't alone and everyone is here for support :)
You're right, i definitely agree it has to be the worst thing a woman could ever go through, and my heart breaks for anyone that has this news coming their way and anybody that's ever been given this news before- because it has broke me and many many others that it's happened to :( it's weird how you can walk into a hospital feeling so happy and excited and then walk out feeling like the world has just ended. and how you walk into a room in the hospital thinking yay we get to see how baby has grown, and walk out trying to come to terms with the fact baby is dead inside you. i'm just looking ahead to tuesday now, just want to get this d&c out of the way and try and look forward with my life xx
 
Pink - :hugs:

Babee - happy birthday for yesterday/today! And yay for the clear blue test. :) xx
 
pinkcupcake, this is a kind of a hell i wouldn't wish to the worst enemy.. it is still very raw for you, but trust me with time it does get easier.. although it seems impossible. i am sending you a huge hug :hugs:

..and wamommy yes... today i re-shaved my armpits... summer is here, now at least i can wave back to the people on the street...
 
I can totally relate to everything you said... My partner never came to any of my scans with my boys as he said they would scare him... So I begged him to come to the scan when I was pregnant and he didn't have a clue of where to go or anything and I even pointed to the little window of where we come out and then get a picture of our baby... Only when we got int he scanning room, there was no baby, just a empty sac and placenta... When I think back to that point, when we walked into the room, there had like a little flat screen tv so you could watch everything and there was a still image of a baby from a previous scan, and after mine a still image was of emptiness... We were then told I may of had a molar pregnancy, which isn't good news at all.. So had a d&c

I walked in there with my black folder with all my pregnancy notes that a couple of weeks beforehand had sat with the midwife and it took over an hour to fill it all in... I expected to come out of the hospital with my folder and my pictures... I felt sooo empty handed, there was nothing... Worst feeling in the world.

As you can probably tell from what I have written, It still hurts ALOT and probs always will.

I bought a little plant from the garden centre and it's become my little jelly tot. It's growing ever so strong and colourful :) x
 
ughhhhh ladies, today i'm having a harder time than yesterday.... hang in there everyone and try to have some fun this weekend
 

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