today I... add yours..

[aimze]

works been fine - a nice distraction till i see a pregnant lady an i wish my baby was here...

today i called in sick with the worst migraine ive ever had!

x

 

[PinkCupcake]

horseypants when do you think you'll get married?

today i actually rebooked my wedding its like announcing it all over again. today i am also very bloated with a proper baby belly why wont my uterous go down??

today my weirdo cousin announced their expected baby on fb. 12weeks...im so jealous as they cant even look after themslves but i cant be angry...

x

aimze i am totally with you on this one!! my cousin is nearly 19 and has just got a 16 year old girl pregnant who's not 17 until february. his record is full already and he's only young, never stops smoking weed, always getting into fights which is the result of his obsession towards drink. i guarantee everything with her will be fine and i wouldn't want it to go wrong because the girl will probably be a top little mum but it still seems SO unfair!!

 

[cupcake]

Today I went to the doc cos my second period after mc is MIA?? She did blood work and told me we'll kick start my period with progesterone if it doesn't come, she also said she would give me two cycles to get preg, before clomid feeling confused..

 

[aimze]

Cupcake how MIA are you?

Pink Cupcake - I was doing some FB stalking and went for a nap an my phone vibrated - an it said **** Has ACCEPTED your freind request - I accidently added my cousins gf - oops! AND THEN 10 mins later it said **** has ACCEPTED and it looks like i've accidently requested two of his mates - I look like a right stalker now!!!

 

[cupcake]

for a usual 28 day cycle I am 4 days late now

 

[aimze]

Its so horrible waiting for AF to show - I was SO over the moon when my AF didnt show and I got my BFP, crazy how much things can change...

Your not pg are you cupcake? x

 

[cupcake]

not with an hcg of 1.2

 

[aimze]

oh no, defo not hopefully it shows up soon...have you been monitoring ovulation with ov sticks?

 

[cupcake]

yeah but I ran out, and so I think I didn't ovulate, hence no period..

 

[aimze]

any period?

today i met a sweet girl called poppy (which was my babies name) felt sad for a moment as I've never met anyone called poppy before.

 

[PinkCupcake]

ahh aimze that's so weird, something similar happened to me today aswell.

i went out for lunch today with my parents, boyfriend, and some friends of the family. They brought their 2 year old grandaughter along called Layla which was quite touching as that was going to be my babies name if she was a girl (which i would bet anything it was a girl!) I have heard of the little girl before but she lives up north with her parents so i'd never actually met her. Just seeing her parents call "Layla" and look so happy was actually hard to just sit there and smile at. Just thinking that would have been me with a newborn by christmas. It's easier to take now but it's getting so much harder as I would have been getting further into the pregnancy. how far along would you have been now aimze?? xxx

 

[Babee_Bugs]

Well today, I do believe I passed everything

2 miscarriages straight after each other... OH wants to keep trying and I shudder at the thought.. I hope that changes

 

[aimze]

cupcake id be 11+3 today. i keep getting the online notifications even tho iv removed the apps

x

 

[FeLynn]

I would be entering my 20th week this weeks and would be ready for an ultrasound. I can't help but keep track as each week goes by. Its heart breaking my little girls heart just stopped. I have yet to accept it I would give anything to have my princess back.

 

[PinkCupcake]

Well today, I do believe I passed everything

2 miscarriages straight after each other... OH wants to keep trying and I shudder at the thought.. I hope that changes

sorry to hear this baby bugs i had no clue this happened to you again! I remember reading that you was 'cautiously pregnant' after your first mc, god knows how you must feel right now.. thinking of you

cupcake id be 11+3 today. i keep getting the online notifications even tho iv removed the apps

x

aww i'd of been 17 weeks 3 days, it's going by so quickly it's unreal. when i was pregnant, each second of first tri dragged so badly and now it's just whizzing past. i haven't removed the apps on my phone, i can't I still like to have a look at the weekly development because it amazes me to think that i *would and should* have a baby inside me that's so developed by now! xx

 

[PinkCupcake]

Today, i went out shopping and bumped into somebody that i know in a shop. Last time I saw her, I was about 6 weeks pregnant and stupidly made the mistake of telling her, just like I told a handful of others too.. She obviously didn't know what has happened because i haven't seen her in a while and she asked me how many weeks I was now I managed to hold myself together without crying and just told her that I lost the baby, and then she gave me a hug and i burst into tears. She was so apologetic that i cried but i've been doing this to everyone since it first happened! I don't know when the time will come that i can actually hold myself together when somebody asks how I am or something.

 

[aimze]

aww felyn big hugs...

pinkcupcake bless u meeting ur mate..Its so hard

i think exactly the same thing, went really slowly being pregnant an now goin fast :+(

 

[PinkCupcake]

it must be all the worry and unknown that makes it drag when pregnant :/ most of us spend every minute of the day thinking and worrying which makes each day go so slow. no wonder it dragged for us all but it's expected, especially for those who had already been through a loss

me and OH spoke about a holiday today as we've only ever been away in this country together for a week. my parents are going away with friends of the family to Cancun, Mexico for 3 weeks next June to a family resort considering my parents have my six year older brother and the family friends have 9 year old twins (they were young parents lol!) so i'm thinking we might accept the invite and go with them it's nice to know we will have something to look forward to. Booking next month and i can't wait, it's soooo needed! xx

 

[Babee_Bugs]

Well today, I do believe I passed everything

2 miscarriages straight after each other... OH wants to keep trying and I shudder at the thought.. I hope that changes

sorry to hear this baby bugs i had no clue this happened to you again! I remember reading that you was 'cautiously pregnant' after your first mc, god knows how you must feel right now.. thinking of you

cupcake id be 11+3 today. i keep getting the online notifications even tho iv removed the apps

x

aww i'd of been 17 weeks 3 days, it's going by so quickly it's unreal. when i was pregnant, each second of first tri dragged so badly and now it's just whizzing past. i haven't removed the apps on my phone, i can't I still like to have a look at the weekly development because it amazes me to think that i *would and should* have a baby inside me that's so developed by now! xx

I don't think it's actually sunk in... I never for one second thought, that we would fall pregnant sooo fast, as it took years to fall in feb... Then when I found out I was pregnant again, I thought surely I can't be that unlucky to have 2 miscarriages in a row?... But obviously yup, I was that unlucky

 

[BeautifulD]

:bugs: xx my heart breaks for you, I shudder at the thought too, I'm sure it will pass though xx