Too scared to test or even believe I may be pregnant

[TT84]

Hi Ladies

I feel really low at the moment. I am so scared to test or even believe I may be pregnant after all the 's over the last few months. I have had what I believe is IB, been feeling sick and my face has come out in so many spots which only happens when I am mid way through period or pregnant.

IB has stopped but sickness is still there.

I am so scared to even consider testing or to even believe there is a chance of being pregnant.

I want to test now but fear it will be too early. I must be 8/9 dpo now and AF should be here next Thursday / Friday.

 

[babydustfairy]

Hi! Cheer up I know its really difficult but try to be strong until next week. No point testing just yet just to get urself all upset I'm due AF the same time as you and Im too scared to test aswel. Try to organise some nice things to do or watch a dvd and put the laptop away for a bit. I know it's difficult when you want something so badly. Sending big hugs! Chin up we will get our BFP next week !!!! xxxxxxx

 

[doopersgurl]

good luck hun we are all here for you

 

[TT84]

Thank you, I have brought a first response early result test and will test in the morning but i have told myself that i will not be disappointed if i don't see anything and will just wait to see if AF shows next week.

I need to do something!

 

[doopersgurl]

good luck hun let us know

 

[TT84]

I certainly will! x

 

[feelinglucky]

i dont blame you..im now 8 days late for AF and im still too scared to test..im worried that my body is just playing a cruel joke on me

my IC's should be arriving today though...wanna be POAS buddies?

 

[TT84]

Ooohh that sounds good! I know what you mean about your body playing cruel jokes though, i have been late but never 11 days yet.

That sounds like a good idea, would love to be POAS buddies! Keep me updated x

 

[feelinglucky]

yea..i have never been this late for a period..but then i started reading stories about women who can convince their own bodies that theyre pregnant so it made me start worrying..lol...the internet is such a love/hate relationship while TTC...its a great place to find support..but probably the worse when researching..lol..you can very easily find people with the same exact symptoms and half are pregnant..half arent...its so nerve racking..lol

 

[SLH]

I know how you feel. I'm the same way. Pregnancy tests hate me and I get sad whenever AF gets here and think it will never happen.

Don't test yet because I think it's too early and if you see a false negative that wouldn't be good.

I'm sure it will happen soon.

 

[camerashy]

Best of luck in the morning