At work today I saw something I should not have seen, purely by accident. There was a Partner's Meeting and the office manager attended it. I had to find something on her computer because it was urgent but when I went to look for it I noticed that last month's meeting minutes were on the screen. I should not have looked, I know I shouldn't, but I couldn't help myself. In last month's meeting notes there was a whole part dedicated to how fucking awful I am. How I do not show any interest in the job, how I sometimes hold personal conversations when clients are in reception (I have no view of reception from my desk), how I have to be told three times before I can grasp certain things and how I spend too much time on the internet when I have nothing to do. Basically, how I am fucking awful. Now I'm worried that, come Monday, I am going to be handed my termination letter. And I feel like fucking shite.