Trying again after many losses.

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  1. xMissxZoiex

    xMissxZoiex Leo, Wyatt, Owen & Milo

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    We've had many losses, miscarriages, chemicals, ectopic and our 4 little boys were all born prematurely and 3 passed away, our survivor is 5 years old now. Our most recent loss was in October at 11 weeks, we had decided to take a break and go on holiday, which has since been cancelled due to everything that's going on so we are jumping back into TTC.

    I'm CD4 and feeling so nervous!, Is this crazy?, I don't know, I'm a big ball of anxiety.

    Fingers crossed for a full term healthy baby.
     
  2. Bevziibubble

    Bevziibubble Well-Known Member
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    Good luck hun :)
     
  3. xMissxZoiex

    xMissxZoiex Leo, Wyatt, Owen & Milo

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    Thank you!, I'm going to need it <3
     
  4. HLx

    HLx Mummy to Layla, George & Enzo <3

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    Good luck hun, you absolutely deserve this!! <3
     
  5. Cewsbaby

    Cewsbaby Mom of 2 boys! Hoping for a 3rd

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    Lots of light and love!
     
  6. xMissxZoiex

    xMissxZoiex Leo, Wyatt, Owen & Milo

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    Thank you! <3 I'm currently on CD12 I usually ovulate CD18/19 and feeling very nervous!. x
     
  7. Rebaby

    Rebaby Mama to 2 boys

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    Wishing you lots of luck and sticky baby dust :dust:
     
  8. xMissxZoiex

    xMissxZoiex Leo, Wyatt, Owen & Milo

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    Should have known better, another loss. 9 weeks this time.
     
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    Bevziibubble Well-Known Member
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    I'm so sorry :cry::hugs:
     
  10. Suggerhoney

    Suggerhoney 41 and Pregnant :)

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    Awwwww sweety good luck u really really deserve this. Come join us in the june testing group everyone is so lovely there and it's more active than here. We all support each other.
    Sending u loads and loads of supper sticky baby dust my heart goes out to you with what u have been through:hug:<3
     
  11. LuvallmyH

    LuvallmyH The 1 whom many call Mom

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    I am home today from my d&c after losing my baby boy at 13w. They only thing I can say is I admire your strength and your courage. You are trying to heal your heart. You did exactly what you needed to do. I am heartbroken it did not have the outcome you deserve. I’m sorry you have to heal all over again. But you did not do anything wrong. You deserve to be happy and to fill the emptiness losing a baby(ies) brings. Many many hugs.
     
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    Suggerhoney 41 and Pregnant :)

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    Oh hon I'm so sorry for ure loss. 13 weeks oh my gosh that's awful.
    I've had a few D&Cs myself. I lost my first baby at nearly 11 weeks.
    My other 3 losses were supper early or chemical pregnancy as its scientifically called. I just had my 3rd Chemical pregnancy last month.
    Even tho it was very upsetting I felt weirdly blessed that it happened so early and I didnt need any medical help.
    Sending u lots of hugs and love.
     
  13. xMissxZoiex

    xMissxZoiex Leo, Wyatt, Owen & Milo

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    Thank you very much for your support, I went into hospital to have a medically managed miscarriage, they didn't warn me that when they induce the miscarriage they induce contractions and it felt very much like labour.

    Its been over a month now and my period just finished, keeping my fingers crossed for this cycle. <3
     
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    Thinking of you hun :hugs:
     
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    xMissxZoiex Leo, Wyatt, Owen & Milo

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    Thank you <3
     
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    mimi4 Well-Known Member

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    sending baby dust and lots of positive vibes
     
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    xMissxZoiex Leo, Wyatt, Owen & Milo

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    Well I am 1dpo! Fingers crossed for a health baby this cycle!. <3
     
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  18. JessaBear36

    JessaBear36 Praying for a healthy Rainbow Baby

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    Good luck

    I'm 4dpo . Hope we both get lucky this cycle.
     
  19. xMissxZoiex

    xMissxZoiex Leo, Wyatt, Owen & Milo

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    Fingers and toes tightly crossed for us both!! <3
     
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    Good luck!
     
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