Trying not to get hopeful

[HCas]

So after a year and some odd months of trying I am completely beaten down. Or so I thought. I'm really trying not to get hopeful but........

Well I have PCOS and my cycles are crazy usually. However the last 3 were pretty normal, with one being 38 days and the 2 more recent ones both being 28 days. If my cycles remain normal I should be getting AF in the next two days.


BUT I don't have any of my normal tell-tale signs. Usually I get really sore breasts for a week leading up to it and sharp, bad cramping anywhere from a day to two days before. I did have some cramping last week but it was only in my left ovary and it was only bad or sharp when I sat down. Since then I've been nauseous on and off.

Wish I could know if my cycle is just going to be long this time. I don't really believe I could be pregnant but there's always that yearning when you think you are having a normal cycle for once. IDK....

Someone wanna chat to help me pass the time so I don't jump to testing.

 

[LilacFields]

Hey, I have fairly short cycles although before bc i used to have cycles that lasted up to 30-40 days. My cycles are now 22-24 days, and Dh and i have been TTC for just about a year now. I am going to start charting next cycle. I wish you good luck and if you want you can message me.

 

[Readyfornum2]

Hey.. I too have pcos so i understand you completely. We've been ttc for almost a year now but its been nearly impossible since my cycles are irregular. My dr gave me a 10 day suply of
Provera. I took it in the beginning of feb. Got my period in feb.. I was expecting it again 2 weeks after as i had been getting them but nothing so that wS a good sign. My period was due the 16th of this month and nothing yet. I had cramping last week and brown discharge but both stopped. I too am scared to rest because i may be upset if it didnt happen to be positive. A week and a half before that i had cramping on just one side like u. My dr said once i took the provera it would take a few months for us to conceive and for that reason i think im
Not pregnant. But where is my period? 😫 we need to stay positive and think it will soon happen for us.

 

[HCas]

Yeah I know. Thanks ^^

Its just been really strange the past few months. DH keeps making this joke we're going to get pregnant with triplets then I was asked to adopt (which still may or may not happen) and now that I've resigned to the fact that it will be a lot longer til I get pregnant this happens. Kinda makes me wanna pull out my hair.