Trying sooooo hard no to test! Aaarrggghh!

[SmileyKez]

My god I am finding it so hard not to test! I tested at 10 dpo and got a and vowed I wouldn't test until AF was late! BUT am all alone in the house today feeling pretty pants and second guessing all these symptoms but really don't want to test yet....

... but at the same time I really do! Arrgghh this is torture! 2 HPT's are just teasing me from my bedside drawer!

If i'm not pregnant i'm definately coming down with something!

 

[hch]

when are you going to test hun ? are you 13dpo ? x

 

[SmileyKez]

I want to wait until Tuesday as I think that is when AF should arrive. I'm not good at this as I have quite a few cycles where I dont even ovulate, but starting charting this month and coincidently ovulated this month. Got a + opk 2 weeks ago tomorrow and BD'd that night and had ov pain on the Tuesday so I am trying to hold on till Tuesday...

... But its so hard! Dont want the disappointment of a BFN!

 

[hch]

i know how you feel ! i hate the 2ww! i hate SS ! i sometimes think i imagine half the symptoms! good luck hun hope you can wait until tuesday x

 

[Juice]

Hi ladies.

Oh boy, I sooooooo know where you're coming from. It has to be one of the most frustrating times of a woman's life.

I'm 35, have been ttc for nearly a year and am 4DPO so have got a bit of a wait yet I kinda just try to not get my hopes up as have had so many disappointments but...fingers crossed

It's true, you really do take note of every single little potential symptom!

Good luck

 

[SmileyKez]

I'm not sure if a bfn is better or worse than af arriving, it's a long 2 weeks, grrr why can't it be just a few days!

 

[Juice]

I know...the longest 2 weeks ever

BFN vs AF is a tough one. Every time I get AF, I just try to hold my head high and see it as another fresh cycle and chance

 

[NandO1]

I have to say that as much as i want to test every month I wait to see if af arrives as I would rather think its just af than m/c or a chemical as that would kill me, (ignorance is bliss as they say) but its hard when your body tricks you into thinking you are "definitely preg this month".

 

[SmileyKez]

Well I did it... And got a bfn!!! I blame my oh coz he's still not home and I got bored! Why did I do it, now I just wanna cry!

 

[hch]

still could be to early hun x fingers crossed for next time you test x

 

[SmileyKez]

That's what I hoping, and it was a cheapy eBay test, and I go alot so my urine was almost clear! I'm clinging to that! Lol!