TRYING TO fIGURE IT OUT...

Hello ladies! This is my first thread, im hoping for some guidance. I have ds, dd already, just dont remember feeling like this.

1-3 dpo nothing
4-7 dpo very tired, took a few naps in the afternoon, slept l8. Nausea, bloating, very mild cramping in lower abdomen, hot flashes
7-8 dpo hot flashes continue, trouble falling asleep, laying on my tummy I feel pressure, still very bloated, nausea comes and goes. Headache comes and goes, very light cramping.

Currently 9dpo. Very light cramping, hot flashes, no bb soreness but maybe a little fuller ( maybe in my head) , no backache.

As of today, tested BFN ( I know, way too early)! CP still very high, mostly soft, only a little hard nub in the very back. I cant really tell if its open or closed, I have had 2 lovely children, and I have only been tracking for a month and a half, not consistently. PLEASE HELP! Is this promising?

 

4/27 or 4/28, normally I dont get crampy until I start, or maybe a day before. Last month did seem lighter than usual, not sure if that means anything.

 

I totally agree, Im driving myself crazy! Thank goodness DH is so calm and patient with his POAS freak! I think Ill have togive it a few more days... If I can stand It... you ladies are very helpful, I was starting to feel nuts! Im hoping all this bloating Ive had for the last week is from preggers vs vacation food!