Hi everyone! I am new to the BnB forum and glad I found this place. I needed others to talk to cause I feel like I am going out my mind! I have been TTC off and on for about 5 years now. I had to take some time off because of back surgery last year and now back at it again for the last 6 months. I have 2 children now, 15 yo and 11 yo girls. But my DH and I have decided that a 3rd child would complete our family, so here we are. When I had my 2nd child, it took us 2 years of TTC and 3 miscarriages before we were pregnant. It was a very tough trying time, but well worth it. Then we decided when I was 30 that it was time for one more. We tried for a year and half with nothing. Now that we are back again at it for the last 6 months we did get pregnant 2 months ago but that unfortunately ended in a early miscarriage. I was so upset and thought "oh no, not this again". My DH was so excited that he went and told everyone right away. And then he felt terrible when we lost the pregnancy. He is no longe allowed to say anything till we get past the first few months now. I started charting with my temps this month per my doctors instructions and we started TTC again this month. We took last month off. I am normally a 28 day cycle, as I never charted before but I would always mark down my cycle on a calender to keep up with it. I started taking Prenat vitamins and a B complex vitamin daily with my Actos. I am now on day 29 and no AF. Compared to the chart, it seems to show that I ovulated on the 10th day and we timed our trying around that time. We started on day 8 and did every other day after that till day 17. I don't have any symptoms and I took a test this morning because I couldn't wait. It was a and I was very disappointed. I don't have any signs at this time which is very unsual compared to the last 2 times I conceived. The only sign I have been having is a lot of cramping, which is not something I never do. So not sure why I am having the cramping unless AF is going to be coming soon. I think I am just beginning to think that we may never get pregnant. I want it so bad but I think that my age has a lot to do with why we are having a hard time TTC. I just need to know that we are not alone in this process.