I'm not having a good day. I am feeling pessimistic and feeling like this pregnancy will go wrong at any time. I am counting down the weeks until I am where I lost Isabella, each week taking me closer to where they will tell me I am losing this baby too. I have even booked a babybond scan for Sunday. I figured that if I am going to lose this one too I'd like some nice pictures before hand. I can't imagine having a baby at the end of this.