TV storylines freaking me out

[Hayles]

Hi ladies..

I am 30 weeks pregnant and while I'm relieved to nearly be at the finishing line I'm still incredibly anxious that anything can happen at anytime.. Soaps on tv are really not helping, I don't watch them but other people do and I'm aware there was a storyline on eastenders and one on holly oaks coming up regarding babies and death and omg I can't even bring myself to even say or think about it!! I understand that they are raising awareness and everything and I respect that but as I suffer with anxiety and have done so well to keep my sanity I have to avoid any depressing topics or I will be a nervous wreck.
I have to hide subjects on Facebook that are upsetting or I will obsess that it will happen... Maybe I'm crazy.. Does anyone else relate?

 

[Jessicahide]

Many on here will relate, my husband calls it looking for the "number 23..." looking for a pattern that means something will go wrong.... I do it a lot, my little boy Andrew has just been born, but my first son would have turned 10 this year, so i was convinced something would go wrong.... No idea why 10 would be different to lets say 5, when i was last pregnant.... Or that a soap would predict something catastrophic in my life.... Just try to relax and enjoy the rest of the time you have growing that baby xxxx