Two months ago today i found out i'd had a MMC. I still feel really numb, and sad and frustrated and many other emotions rolled up into a big ball of something. I thought time was meant to make it feel better but i've cried so much this past week. Finally got AF 42 days after and i've never wanted my period so much before. I just felt broken. My scan is on my mind so much. If i could have given my heartbeat to my LO i would have. I just wanted to rip out my heart and say here, take mine, you can have it.
I know things will feel better in time, and i will move on its just really hard right now. I feel caught up in a state of limbo, as if i'm not quite sure how i'm meant to deal with how i feel or whats gone on.
Despite being around people constantly at work and home i just feel incredibly alone
I know things will feel better in time, and i will move on its just really hard right now. I feel caught up in a state of limbo, as if i'm not quite sure how i'm meant to deal with how i feel or whats gone on.
Despite being around people constantly at work and home i just feel incredibly alone