persephone13
Mom to DD
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I don't really know how I'm feeling right now. I'm sad, I'm stressed, I just feel like not going to work and staying in bed and crying all day. Hubby and I got into a big fight last night. We were both crying at the end of it and I ended up falling asleep alone in our bed while he went downstairs for a bit. I know it's only cycle #2 and I kind of got a bit obsessive about charting/temping/when to BD/etc. and basically DH is freaking out about it. He keeps saying he wants to have a baby but he needs me to dial it back and help him get from A to B. But he knows that I want a baby ASAP.
And I know I probably sound like a crazy person because I want to help him and I want to make him comfortable with everything but it's not like things are going to be easy for us. Having PCOS makes things more difficult and I keep trying to explain it to him and he says that he understands where I'm coming from but I just feel so frustrated.
This probably makes no sense I just had to get it out because I feel like every other minute I'm going to start crying. So I guess I'll be hanging out in the NTNP forum for the next little while...
And I know I probably sound like a crazy person because I want to help him and I want to make him comfortable with everything but it's not like things are going to be easy for us. Having PCOS makes things more difficult and I keep trying to explain it to him and he says that he understands where I'm coming from but I just feel so frustrated.
This probably makes no sense I just had to get it out because I feel like every other minute I'm going to start crying. So I guess I'll be hanging out in the NTNP forum for the next little while...