vent-ish? i'm whiny.

Discussion in 'Trying To Conceive' started by amandah507, Nov 20, 2011.

  1. amandah507

    amandah507 Mommy to Aubrielle

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    cd 24 (normal cycles total 29 days) and still no O. boo. im so frustrated. so sick of opks and temperatures and vitamins and all of it. im feeling so betrayed by my body. DH is worried about me, he wants to start going to one of the RESOLVE support groups. it'll probably be good for me, since the other day i told him these message boards are the only place i feel "normal". i don't have any friends or family that understand. and even the closest RESOLVE group is over an hour and a half drive from our house. it makes me angry how isolated i feel. there has to be someone in my area that is experiencing similar things? i just want a friend. i want someone i can just cry with and not feel judged. or on a positive day go out and have fun with, and know that each other are feeling the same things when we past a baby store in the mall. everyday is such a struggle to keep my spirits up. blahh. yucky day. tomorrow will be better! [-o<
     
  2. Bean66

    Bean66 Proud Mummy!!

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    Firstly massive :hugs:

    I don't know you story but you are obviously in pain. There is nothing wrong with using this forum for support. Are you part of a buddy group on here?

    I live in the UK so am no help other than online.

    I'm sick of OPKs and temps too. My body is being evil after 12 year on the BCP. Stopped in March but my cycles are all over the place.

    Have you thought of writing a journal on here?

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  3. amandah507

    amandah507 Mommy to Aubrielle

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    :hugs: much needed.

    i haven't really looked into the journal thing. but that is something that would probably make me feel better. i most def will have to start one! thank you!
     
  4. Bean66

    Bean66 Proud Mummy!!

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    No problem. Always here if you need a vent or someone to talk to.

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  5. LovingLimes

    LovingLimes Well-Known Member

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    I know EXACTLY how you feel. I haven't even told my family we have been trying for a while, although im 27 and we've been together for years (Married a year). I just can't take what stupid advice they will give me ( I love my family but they aren't exactly warm and understanding about stuff). None of them had problems conceiving. The only person I can talk to is my husband but he doesn't REALLY understand. So I have this forum and it helps me so much but makes me kinda obsessive. More obsessive after I ovulated too, lol in 2 WW

    Seriously, I find it hard to even be friends with women because they are all pregnant or had kids and it's horrible that I am so jealous. I am really not a bad person but I can't help feeling this way. I wouldn't wish this on anyone but I'm still so jealous I don't know what's wrong with me.
     
  6. amandah507

    amandah507 Mommy to Aubrielle

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    unless you have been through it, i don't think anyone can really understand. i truly believe this is one of the most difficult things to go through. i think this has a lot to do with the fact that it is such a private issue, leaving us to feel isolated. and people don't understand how much their words can hurt someone that is dealing with fertility issues. my husband and i have learned when someone asks or says something insensitive he will say something smart and turn it into a joke ie: "maybe you should have more(or less) sex." "oh you mean we're supposed to have sex" he is really good at that. so i usually just walk away while he handles it. he is much much stronger in front of people than i. rambling, anyway. you have to find something that works for you. and even still, days like these wil show their ugly face. these message boards are a god send on days like those, because like i said, you can almost feel normal here, and you are able to talk crazily and not be told to "just relax" :thumbup:
     
  7. LovingLimes

    LovingLimes Well-Known Member

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    Aww you guys seem to be perfect for each other. I really hope you get your BFP soon. Your husband seems to balance you out, feel lucky you have him! I have to remind myself sometimes, eventhough I might not have a baby, I have a good husband!
     

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