I posted in another forum that I got another BFN today. I thought I was ok until someone tried to talk to me about a situation that had happened the night before. I didn't want to talk about it. It wasn't something I could handle at the time. Besides that I am the type of person that if you will just leave me alone and let me have my space I will forget about it and get over. I don't see the need to have a long drawn out conversation where people say things they don't mean. Well that happened and then I was talking to a friend who knew everything that was happening and I told her I got a negative. I burst into tears. I didn't even when I read the test. I don't think it set in until I actually told someone. I cried for awhile and then I was better until my DH husband prayed that God would bless us with a baby as he does every night. I burst into tears again. I don't get it I have a home for a baby, an amazing husband and a lot of love to give, yet I don't get pregnant. People that mistreat their children and throw them in trash cans do. Women who don't want them are fertile and I struggle with it. My friends are very sweet and kind about the whole thing, but I know they don't truly understand. I love this place because it makes me feel like I'm not all alone. Sorry for the long vent, I just really needed to get all that out.