I have started to have very vivid dreams - they almost feel real. Last night tho was the weirdest in a way - I dreamt I was giving birth, I can remember the whole thing, where I was, who was there etc. I am wondering if this has been triggered as I have been terrified at the thougth of it. Now strangely I feel very serene and calm about it, almost excited! The fact that I can remember what the wee bundle looked like is exciting enough. It was gorgeous - I am so impatient!! I wont get a scan till I am near 14 or 15 weeks (dont get booking in appt till I am 12 weeks cos of them being so busy) So I am so impatient to see it and know everything is ok cos other than the bloating,constipation and certain things making me puke, I am not getting cramps like I used to.