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So looks like a lot of people on here are posting threads to vent tonight, we all had the same idea, or feeling rather!!..
I just finished having a meltdown. Decided to give in and test today at 13dpo figuring something would show by now, even the faintest of faintest lines, but nothing! White as paper! I feel so selfish because there are so many girls on here who have been trying for years and here I am, only been off the pill since February, but I am ready to give in! I really didn't ever think it would be this hard.
The worst part of this all and I really feel for everyone on this, not just myself, how when you want something so bad the entire rest of the world gets what you want except you. All of a sudden everyone you meet is pregnant or just gave birth or people are getting pregnant by "accident" or "unplanned" or people want a baby and bd once and poof they are pregnant while you are getting heartbroken month after month after month!!
How do you stay positive while TTC when you feel like it will just never happen no matter what you do. No opk test or prenatal vitamin or preseed or bbt or whatever else you can possibly do to help is doing absolutely nothing and all you really want to do is scream and cry and let it all out?!
I just finished having a meltdown. Decided to give in and test today at 13dpo figuring something would show by now, even the faintest of faintest lines, but nothing! White as paper! I feel so selfish because there are so many girls on here who have been trying for years and here I am, only been off the pill since February, but I am ready to give in! I really didn't ever think it would be this hard.
The worst part of this all and I really feel for everyone on this, not just myself, how when you want something so bad the entire rest of the world gets what you want except you. All of a sudden everyone you meet is pregnant or just gave birth or people are getting pregnant by "accident" or "unplanned" or people want a baby and bd once and poof they are pregnant while you are getting heartbroken month after month after month!!
How do you stay positive while TTC when you feel like it will just never happen no matter what you do. No opk test or prenatal vitamin or preseed or bbt or whatever else you can possibly do to help is doing absolutely nothing and all you really want to do is scream and cry and let it all out?!