We have a plan and goal!

[kerri28]

So basically in a nutshell- the final results show no reason, bp was still borderline high today.. Something to watch...I'm starting Prozac tonight, need to lose weight because I'm now 210lbs at 5'5 bmi of 36...wait 4-6 months but closer to 6 so we don't end up with the same due date.. He's recommending that our doctor do weekly ultrasounds by the high risk group starting at 26 wks with next pregnancy.. Deliver by 39 weeks and I can request to be induced at 37 weeks if worried but will have to do an amniocentesis to ensure the baby's lungs are ready and my doctor can handle my pregnancy solo or refer the high risk group for the entire pregnancy. I love my doctor but I have a feeling I will need that extra reassurance and come 2nd trimester switch over fully to the high risk team at Yale. I feel like today have us some security and hope knowing that an amazing team of doctors and specialist are already planning and preparing the care for our next baby. Don't worry Hannah, one day you will be a big sister and you will look down and watch over us all. Seems like I have AF now so let's get movin!

 

[charlie15]

I am happy that you can see some light in the future and hopeful that will get very well looked after in your next pregnancy. Big hugs x

 

[kerri28]

I started weight watchers again immediatly and started my Prozac. Still not enough motivation to really get up and out a lot yet but I'm getting there.

 

[Jenny_23]

good luck!

 

[charlie15]

Take your time Hun, you have been through a lot. I had an early mmc that ended with a d&c 2 weeks ago and I still don't feel 100%.

You'll get there x

 

[kerri28]

You know what is starting to feel like the hardest part? Not trying! We want to be trying but then I realize how the high risk group strongly recommended the weightloss and stabilize emotionally.. But I want to try so damn bad!!

 

[Pandora0814]

Best of Luck!

 

[charlie15]

You know what is starting to feel like the hardest part? Not trying! We want to be trying but then I realize how the high risk group strongly recommended the weightloss and stabilize emotionally.. But I want to try so damn bad!!

Yep I hear you. We won't be TTC until June, so I know not as long a wait, but I am an older mum, so running out of time. It feels weird to not be at it now and frustrating too!

 

[kerri28]

I'm doing really well with the weight watchers... And they gave me the okay to stay on the Prozac during the next pregnancy.. I have been doing a bit better. I haven't cried in well over a week... But now I think I'm fertile and we are rationalizing waiting. The doctors biggest concern was the emotional well being and I don't see myself being any different 2 months from now than I am now. Quite honestly I think I'd handle Hannah's due date much better if I was pregnant when it approaches! It is my body so ultimAtly I guess it's my choice right... ? Am I being selfish?